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Don scolded me jus now..... it's been 3 years and he stil does it....

asked if i am very familiar with my modules, and the nuts and bolts of the subject.
asked me why i haven't been doing well since i've attended lessons and did my readings.

"what have i not been doing???" was his question.

i don't know. i haven't thought about it.
in MP's case, i'll say that i've haven't been writing clearly and that irritates time.
next time will try to write in accordance to issues. offer 2 contrasting approaches regarding the same theme. what are the 2 perspectives, in what ways are they similar, in what ways are they different. what is lacking from both essays etc. pardon me for my grammatical errors.
about Matrii, i have no comments. really confuses me... too tired to review on this sem's performance at this very moment.

now think about it also too late... Don... exams starts Sat. what can i do now?
he suggest that i should not take any more history modules before i jus kill myself...
obviously, i'm not cut for it. then who is may i ask?

if i don't try, i don't know. since i am here, i just have to try my best.
and if i don't do history... what else can i study? nothing else really appeals to me.
don't make me go there...

well, i do enjoy sociology just as much. maybe will just do sociology as a shared major.
honours or not, doesn't really matter to me. don't wanna force myself to endure long term sufferings and emotional stress which are excessive and unneccessary.

ok, enough senseless rants about school. i hate school really. so sick and tired of it.

everytime i step into class, i just feel like sleeping... i don't know why.....

just gonna finish 3 years and grad. 3 semesters to go! yay! so gonna grad in 2006 july!!!

then apply for my dream job and take to the blue skies! globe-jetter, trend-setter!
the future is not determined by that piece of honours degree. right Michele? ;)
neither am i aiming to be an academic. too boring for me.

after flying for a few good years, settle down and get married to some established guy.
though i love luxuries and comforts, i don't think i would marry for money... $$$$$
just want to be the loving supportive wife behind that ambitious man.
add in 2 cute healthy kids. 1 fluffy pet. 1 house. 1 car. 11 cards with unlimited credit!
(if possible that is. i am not a big fan of marriages to begin with... i dislike kids!)

alternatively, work for my Dad... in China... =/
do what? not sure. just be there to entertain my old man... hugs and kisses!
me and Dad. good combo. love that old man lots! he's the most important one in my life!

or pool some money with a few good friends and open small cafe =)
and live happily ever after with dear Michele, her scottish terrier, and my rag-doll cat.
2 old frumps on rocking chair, playing Scrabble, sipping hot chocolates by the fire in our apt.
with a cat and a dog on their laps. happy and contented.

posted by Veen @ 23:03